I want to go to the gym I want to go outside
Oh wait the deadline for the essay comes up my mind
Thousands of thoughts swirling in my head
Yet I still can’t make it out of my bed
Day 1,2,3,4, pass me not having moved once
The only thing which is moving is my pulse
I feel at my lowest point and I stand alone
All of a sudden the so called ‘I am always there for you’ friends are gone
So antidepressants are my new friends
I hope this pill will set an end
Set an end to this feeling of anxiety and depression
Why,what,how are the real questions
I trust a few people and I tell them about my condition
At least I can proudly say that was the right decision
Since they know they have been given me nothing but support
I know it takes a lot of courage to open up to people about your mental state
Besides god,having a caring environment can feed your faith
It can feed it to a level where you can make it out of this state
and proudly enter the recovery gate
Instead of giving up and leaving this earth willingly
you can fight your way out of this misery